A gathering of ideas, rants, reflections leading up to the big day

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Its my wedding and I'll cry if I want to.

I feel like something has shifted in my chemistry (no I'm not pregnant).
I cry daily.
Sometimes several times a day.
I cried over Linda's wonderful post today. I cried over an email I got from Fi and from his mother. I cry over happy things, frustrating things, silly things. I cry when I hear a song I want played at my wedding. I cried because I just saved us $300 on one of our wedding day surprises. I cry over finances, my dress, my weight. I cry over Fi's frustrations and the issues with our wedding party. I cry over the joy of seeing my best friend in Tucson (she's never been). I cry when I look at rehearsal dinner dresses, my gorgeous hand-made flowers, or my invitations. I cry when I talk to my mom or when I don't talk to my mom. I cry when I think about dancing with my dad. I cry when I think about all we have to do yet. I cry when I find out loved ones can't make the wedding. I cry because I cry too much. I cry when I blog. I cried when I found that picture.

What is it with planning this wedding that has made me such a crybaby?


Linda said...

I would say sorry for making you cry but it seems like a lot is making you cry. I think crying is good. It helps get things out. Planning a wedding is stressful and this might be your way of dealing with it.

Blablover5 said...

I've been pretty easy going lately, but I started crying as my mother and I got into an argument over something stupid.

The Unbride said...

You're not alone, I cry way more these days with my wedding approaching than I have in the past 5 years.

Cody said...

I've been crying a lot more lately, too. Work, college, sitcoms, boredom, anger... all cause tears. I don't think it has anything to do with my upcoming wedding, though. An elopement isn't that stressful.

Anonymous said...

I think its good too, maybe just your body and emotions way to get it all out. But sometimes I find myself crying over the silliest things.

becomingone said...

I randomly found your blog and am encouraged by it! Its nice to know I'm not the only bride randomly breaking down in tears...thanks :)