Remember on Friday when I was all excited about being alone? Yeah, I'm bored now and I want my best friend to come home. There is a line in Bridget Jones's Diary when her folks get back together and her dad says "I just don't work without you". That's about how I feel right now. Blah, blah independent this and independent that. I can be independent, I AM independent. I enjoy my time and have relished my days and nights. But I miss him and I need a hug.
Like the last time he went away on business, he has hidden cards and treats around the house. Everyday when he calls it is a treasure hunt to find the next card. I packed him some goodies too (chap stick, sudoku books, cards) and as much as I love the cards, this girl needs a hug.
I'm sure I sound pathetic, especially to Golightly who has what, 35 days?, till her deployed Cowboy comes back after months and to all those in long distance relationships. And I am pathetic, but I just want to see my friend again. I want him home and safe.